Relationship Goals

I stumbled upon this Buzzfeed article today and I wanted to share it.. or rather, keep it here for future reference. It is a compilation of photos of Paul Newman and Joanne Woodward through their married years. It is beautiful and I can only wish my future married life could look this beautiful. (I know it would).

Anyway,

Here's the link to the article.

Ramblings

Hallo! I'm not at home typing this blog entry thru my phone since we do not have wifi here since May? June? Last year! THAT LONG CAN U BELIEVE IT? Idk how i wouldve survived if my pocket wifi or my phone 3g wasnt available. Sorry for the typo errors. Im on my iphone and just cannot be bothered to type formally and use apostrophes and such. Im now watching No Reservations: Russia. While watching, I am contemplating if I should take a nap or wait a bit then work out. My mind says work out but my body screams S L E E P ... Ugh. Anyway, it has been a lovely day today. Pretty chill. SO JUST FOUND OUT I CAN'T "ENTER" HERE OK OR MAYBE I COULD BUT I JUST DONT KNOW HOW HAHA DUMMY. But yaaah. What's up lately? Hmm. Well Ive downloaded SchoolboyQ and Pharrell's new albums and they are amaysing!! I really liked both album. I am waiting now for the rumored album collab of Kendrick Lamar and J. Cole, my two most favorite rappers ever. Uhm, what else? So I've also watched Blue Is The Warmest Color the other day and was supposed to watch Dallas Buyers Club tonight but my download didnt finish. Not a prob though. UHHHM SOOO WHAT ELSE IS THERE??? Ugh Im getting reslly sleepy now. Maybe I should take a nap... Zzz..

Tiny update from my world 2/28/14

Agh! It's crazy how much has changed since my last post here. 2013 has been a year full of accomplishments, for me. I graduated, I got a job, I ended a toxic relationship, started a new relationship which is far better than the last one, went on a trip to Japan, went on a trip with my friends... there has just been so much good things that happened!!

Also, it's crazy how long it took me to post here again. Honestly, the main reason for the slack was because I've forgotten about this blog. Hehe. Not really promising that I'd post more often now that I've remembered this but hey noone knows!

2014 has been very stressful so far. So many deadlines and paperwork, mainly work stuff is what keeps me busy lately. On weekends I go see the boyfriend, relax and just recharge my system for the stress coming my way the following week. I'm not complaining about the workload because 1. I get paid, 2. I don't really have that much expenses since I'm still living with my parents and they cover almost everything for me except my date expenditures, 3. I work for my parents so I'm not really on any strict schedule. I wake up, go to the office anytime between 8-9am. I don't worry about being late and other stuff that comes with working on a different (stricter) company. Also, I work alone IN the office. Emphasis on IN since other people are working outside mainly technical and mechanical stuff, the more legitimate "labor". That works well with me because I don't really like anyone near me. That sounds so rude but it's true. I work better when I'm in my own environment and I'm free to slack off a bit then go do full on hard work.

It's pretty cool being employed. I learn new things everyday, things that wasn't taught to me at school. It sounds so cliche but it's true. The things that really matter most in life, you learn from experience and not from books.

Anyway, I've got to awkwardly and abruptly end this blog since I have to fetch my brother in a few minutes. Well, I'm supposed to be on the road now but I haven't even fixed my stuff. So yes. Uh.. Bye!

J. Cole

J. Cole is seriously one of the best rappers in the game today, imho. It's just so refreshing for me to listen to a rapper whose lyrics doesn't talk about bitches, sex, drugs and spending money. A song that best encapsulates his humbleness and realness would have to be Cole Summer:

"But I finally put my momma in that E class, nigga

And I told her quit her job, but hold your horses

If my next album flops it's back to the post office, both of us, shit

They're saying that's a real possibility

The thought alone is killing me"

"Cause I ain't one of these rappers out here frontin' like he got it, nigga

I ain't fuckin got it, nigga"

"Rappin' out loud, with all the niggas that's cool to you

Just to realize that all them niggas was foolin' you

And they ain't who they said they were

Talk about the streets, but nigga that ain't really where they were

Acting just like there they were, but who am I to judge?"

and Rich Niggaz

"I hate rich niggas goddammit

Cause I ain't never had a lot dammit

Who you had to kill? Who you had to rob?

Who you had to fuck just to make it the top?

Or maybe that's daddy money, escalator no ladder money"

"But listen here I got a bigger fear

Of one day that I become you

And I become lost and I become heartless

and numb from all the Menages"

and Trouble

"Niggas say I live fast, die young

So I drive slow and pray I die old"

I'm very much affected with these lyrics because I've had enough of the same old shit stupid rappers talk about. I've also had enough of them objectifying women. No. Been a while, (after Kendrick Lamar) have I enjoyed an artist for their words and not just their beats. Hope this shoots J. Cole to the top cos he fucking deserves it. Big up!

Daft Funk

So okay I cannot fucking wait for this album to come out! Kinda pissed that I still have to wait more than a month for it! I just heard a teaser (here) and I just CANNOT contain my excitement! I am also in love with this teaser which I hope is for real foo since there is still debate in the www over its legitimacy:

I think old school funk's making a comeback and IT'S ABOUT DAMN TIME!

2013 goals

that is it. no more white carbs. slow carbing this shit!!!

WHAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE I'M ALMOST 21

I can't believe this term is (almost) over! It was the most tiring and draining term I've had in college. I can't believe this term is (almost) over!!!!!!!! What's the point of my life now?! No more exams to study for? No more reports and presentations to prepare for?! WHAT IS LIFE?!

I'm sure I've lost weight with all the sleepless nights, the overthinking, and having to live on coffee and energy drinks for the past 3 months. The problem now lies in the bum's life ahead of me. I DON'T WANNA GAIN WEIGHT AGAIN!!! The only quick solution I've thought of is drinking the banned slimming coffee I took once. I know it's bad for me. But I'm just too impatient to stick to the healthy, slower diet regimen. I want results! I want it now! (and with the least amount of effort possible) I'm really seriously considering drinking it again, just to jump start my diet and hopefully once I've lost a considerable amount of weight, I'd start with a healthy diet regimen to keep the weight off. I've been eating well the past, uhm, 2 days. Hopefully I'd be able to stick to this for the rest OF MY LIFE. No more school stress?!?! I'm so not used to this feeling.

In other news, I'm turning 21 tomorrow! Or in around 6 hours from now. I can't believe I'm officially an adult. I'm now allowed in casinos and shit. I can legally drink in the U.S.!! Not that I would, tho. SO YAH. As of right now I see no purpose for my life. Nothing to look forward to, nothing to waste my time on. WHY WHY WHY IS THIS HAPPENING. I MISS SCHOOL!! CAN I STUDY AGAIN?!?!

So anyway, here I shall leave you with my favorite song as of the moment.