I am on a work break right now. I'm so glad I've finished encoding receipts, which I've been doing since Wednesday? Thursday? Last week. It wasn't as stressful as I thought it'd be so that's geuuud.
I haven't posted much here but I have made blog posts but they were just so shitty and most did not make sense so I didn't even bother publishing them. Not that this post made sense...NYX Setting Spray
I don't have much planned for today other than maybe finishing some SSS stuff... which I can always postpone til tomorrow? I've been such a lazy butt lately. I really need to get out of this funk.
I've a lot of things planned for my life, both short term and long term but I just can't seem to find energy or motivation to JUST. START. ACTING. ON. IT. I'm my own worst critic and I tend to discourage myself a lot, so yeah.
Things that I'm looking forward to this week: BUFFET DINNER ON SATURDAY for my brother's birthday. How much of a fat loser am I, getting so fucking excited for a dinner buffet?
I'm trying to be super smart with my money lately and I've succeeded with just buying shit that I NEED or REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT. I've avoided buying junk food (using my own money... I still get junk food but only when my parents pay for it hihi) and would only spend on food when I'm buying healthy stuff and when I'm on a date because it's a date?? Why be so stingy?? Anyway, for fun and some excitement content, here's
"A List Of Things I Think I Need But Probably Don't
And I'm Still Pondering If I Should Actually Buy Them"
- Felt Tip Eyeliner
- Mascara
- Body Shop Toner (mainly because it was on sale)
- Highwaist Jeans
- Highwaist Shorts
- Teatox
- Nyx Setting Spray
- VSCO Filter Presets
- Iphone 5s
So yes. I guess all of these are not really "splurges" except the last one but them shit aren't cheap!!! I also have to buy tickets to The 1975 concert next year so there's another Php 3,500.00 going down the drain - a very worthy drain to go down to.
HMM SO WHAT HAVE I BEEN UP TO....
I've downloaded about 8 past episodes of The Mindy Project (god, linking is so much fun) a.k.a. THE BEST SHOW EVER. I don't think I've ever loved a show this much apart from New Girl. New Girl's newest season is very "meh", though so all my love has been for TMP. It's just so funny and quirky and JUST THE BEST EVER. I recommend watching it if you're a person aged 0-100... weeell... 18-100 since the latest episode was about an*l sex. L O L.
LET ME JUST FANGIRL ABOUT MINDY KALING, OK?
She is amazing. She's sooooo funny! - I'm basing this from how funny her book was, which I finished in about two days?? It could've been in one day but I had to put it down as we were traveling then. SO YAH I feel like I've found my soulmate. We could totes be bffs. For realzies.
SONG CHOICES!!!!!
I'm really loving La Roux's Sexotheque. It has been on repeat for a week or so already. Her new album's not that bad, too! I'm pretty excited for She & Him's upcoming album which would drop this coming fall... WHEN IS FALL EXACTLY? Who gives such a vague album release date?! Oh and Kendrick Lamar's dropping an album too, I believe? So of course I'm looking forward to that. I'm also waiting for Chance The Rapper to release A N Y T H I N G with The Social Experiment because they sound dabomb.com.
2014 has so far been such a challenging for me. It has been quite stressful due to matters I cannot divulge on a public blog with 0 readers. Life is so difficult as an adult especially being in my early 20s. I don't have money, I can't splurge, I can't travel etc etc etc. IS LIFE EVER GOING TO GET BETTER? Hope seems bleak right now but I'm hanging in there.
I hope by this time next year, I can laugh at how pathetic I was thinking how much my life sucks and how fabulous I turned out to be.
A girl can only hope.
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